Still hurts
You've got a new horizon it's ephemeral style.
Melancholy town where we never smile.
And all I wanna hear is the message beep.
My dreams, they got a kissin, because I don’t get a sleep, no.
-- Gorillaz "Feel Good Inc."
Head still hurts though the throbbing is on the other side. Still getting crap for sleep, eyes burning, shoulder's hurting, my shit's just falling apart; and I still haven't gotten Fedora installed successfully. I downloaded the four install iso's and the four SRPM iso's and tried and tried but no luck on a positive install. First attempt, it failed trying to partition the virtual drive. Second attempt, failed during format. Third attempt, failed during install. Fourth attempt, locked up during install. Fifth and sixth attempts, threw an exception during install. Seventh attempt, installed successfully but crashes during reboot. I am downloading Slackware 10.2 now, so we'll see how that one goes.
Hopping on the scale this morning I was mortified to see where I was headed again. A few years ago I topped out around 240 and at 5'10 on a good day, we're talkin' tubby. My lowest about six, maybe nine months ago I was 168 and feeling great. This morning however the magic Meaning O'Life meter put me at 197.4 pounds and 24% body fat. Damn. I mean, DAMN! That's about 47 pounds is fat. Blubber. I'm not even going to think about that right now (do I sound like a chick yet?). Having done quite well in the past with diets and with a good understanding of my body I am going to hit it pretty hard this week and see where I land. So, I'm food fasting today to jump start things and I am going to be doing cardio two - three times a day. I ran for 30 this morning and plan to do a hardcore routine when I get home either at lunch (if I can make it) or this evening and then run again tonight. The faster I can deplete the quicker I can start dropping the weight. Besides, I really want to start training again anyway. Sitting around working all the time is really getting to me.
Hopping on the scale this morning I was mortified to see where I was headed again. A few years ago I topped out around 240 and at 5'10 on a good day, we're talkin' tubby. My lowest about six, maybe nine months ago I was 168 and feeling great. This morning however the magic Meaning O'Life meter put me at 197.4 pounds and 24% body fat. Damn. I mean, DAMN! That's about 47 pounds is fat. Blubber. I'm not even going to think about that right now (do I sound like a chick yet?). Having done quite well in the past with diets and with a good understanding of my body I am going to hit it pretty hard this week and see where I land. So, I'm food fasting today to jump start things and I am going to be doing cardio two - three times a day. I ran for 30 this morning and plan to do a hardcore routine when I get home either at lunch (if I can make it) or this evening and then run again tonight. The faster I can deplete the quicker I can start dropping the weight. Besides, I really want to start training again anyway. Sitting around working all the time is really getting to me.


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